Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Brrrr

For Thanksgiving I went to visit my friend (and former labmate) Brittany in Albuquerque, which is about 200 miles north of Tucson, and at a considerably higher elevation (5300 ft vs 2400 ft). It was cold. So cold that we woke up to this Thanksgiving morning:


Not seeing snow very often, and never in Tucson (although you can occasionally see snow on the tops of the nearby mountains!), I was pretty excited. As long as I don't have to shovel it or drive in it, I love snow.

It's been cold all over the southwest lately, not just Albuquerque. Before you make fun of me, let me tell you it's been well below freezing the past few nights, and was 26 degrees when I walked to school this morning. After living in Tucson for 3 1/2 years, that's freaking frigid. We'll usually hit freezing less than a dozen times/year, but usually much later than this and only very late at night. January is usually the coldest time of year here. But this early cold snap is good practice for Christmas break right? Not looking forward to being cold for nearly 3 straight weeks...

Even though it's been super cold overnight, the minimal vegetation, moisture, and cloud cover makes for HUGE temperature swings. Even though it was 26 this morning, the high this afternoon was 60 degrees. And we're likely to get back down to freezing again tonight. The desert is a strange, strange place.

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Hm. What next? Part III

So a while ago, I explained why I'm quite sure I don't want to be an academic, and then I wrote a bit (ok, a lot) about what I think I want from a job. While I have only minimally narrowed down my options, I'm feeling somewhat less overwhelmed at the thought of deciding what to do next, and even have a plausible "front runner." As I'm sure that you really love reading my stream-of-consciousness wandering thoughts, here are some thoughts on various still-in-the-running options.

"Industry" seems to be the most obvious alternative to "academia," however that's still an incredibly broad and vague descriptor. The subcategories that I can see in this (at the moment) include:
  • large "manufacturing" companies (stuff like Proctor & Gamble or General Mills)
  • large pharmaceutical companies (Merck, Pfizer, etc) or "small" pharmaceutical companies
  • chemical and/or chemical equipment companies (Sigma-Aldrich or Fisher Scientific for example)
  • bio-tech
I'm sure there are pros and cons to all of these types of companies, and I have to admit I don't have many specific thoughts as to whether or not I'd like working for them. Lunch with VeryBC was really quite helpful in getting an idea of what kind of career path and projects I might expect. It didn't leave me super gung-ho to work for that sort of company, but it certainly didn't dissuade me from it. One upside of working for a really huge company could be job stability - if your project gets cut for whatever reason, assuming you don't suck at your job of course, there is much higher likelihood of being able to keep your "job" by transitioning to another team or project. Another bonus in my mind is a large company is more likely to have many locations world-wide...in other words travel opportunities.

Working for a pharmaceutical company (especially a huge one) seems like the epitome of "working for the man" as far as chemistry jobs go, and I'm not really sure why that is. It's not any more profit- or product-driven than almost any other company. One such company sent a recruiter in about a week ago, but unfortunately the "informal Q&A" session he held wasn't very helpful. They only currently have one PhD opening, and he spent most of the time talking about that one specific position (only 2 people out of about 12 were close enough to graduating to apply) and flipping through the corporate slides he had. A pharmaceutical company sounds like a fine option, I have nothing against it. I just don't know much about it and the visiting recruiter didn't give a whole lot of insight into what the pharmaceutical industry is like.

Working for a chemical company frankly sounds rather boring. But to be fair, I have no idea what (if anything) they do besides synthesize/isolate/purify/characterize compounds.

Bio-tech could be very exciting in terms of the most cutting edge developments in Science, but it seems like it could also be quite risky. An awful lot of small bio-tech companies seem to come and go more often than I change the sheets on my bed. At the moment "settling down" somewhere (i.e. moving somewhere with the intention of staying there indefinitely) is really weird and not particularly appealing, I assume that someday that will be a desirable thing, and that I will want/need a stable job to allow that.

Any of those job options could allow me to continue in mass spectrometry, with bio-tech probably being the least likely to specifically want a mass spectrometrist (unless we're talking about a mass spec-based technology). I'd probably have travel opportunities in any of these sorts of companies, least so probably in chemical industry. I think in any of these it would come down to what project(s) I were actually working on, and the people. Big manufacturing or pharma are the most appealing of the "industry" options. The recruiters that have come from VeryBC and the pharmaceutical company have made annual trips here for several years now (a perk of being in a highly-ranked chemistry program, especially in analytical). I'm hoping more people from different companies and different types of companies will come visit to help me get a better idea of what I want...

As a mass spectrometrist, a somewhat related option would be to work for an instrument company. I honestly think anything except the R&D aspect of this would get boring pretty quickly, so let's go ahead and ignore/eliminate the sales and demo lab type positions. Even something like a field engineer position would probably be boring pretty quickly as most of your users will be of the "black box" variety - i.e. use the instrument exactly as intended, never take the covers off, don't actually know how it works... If I could spend my time helping research/instrumentation labs (like mine), now that would be different. Probably much more interesting. Instrument or application development could be fun. My advisor thinks I'd enjoy working for the company that makes the instruments I currently use for a few years and then be bored. Who knows. I've made lots of good contacts in various divisions and geographic locations with that company to keep that option on the table.

A sort of middle-of-the-road option between industry and academia would be to work in a national lab. I don't know a whole lot about this, although I have a bit of a better feel after talking pretty extensively to one of my former labmates (and current national lab employee). Depending on the lab and the division, it seems like this could be almost like academia minus the teaching and university-related B.S. My labmate's particular position doesn't sound like this, but rather closer to industry (less research- and more figure-this-out-for-us-based). So it seems like there's some variety. I don't think I really want to do pure research anymore (not that what I do now is terribly "pure" science), but this would be a good option should I change my mind. It seems like it could be a somewhat more "industry"-like job in a more "academic"-like setting. One thing that surprised me about this option is that the pay seems to actually be pretty good.

A slightly different option is working for a government agency, like the FDA or EPA. This would likely be less research- and more quality control/problem solving-based. The pay generally isn't as good as private industry or national labs, but the job security and benefits are supposedly excellent.

Another government, but totally unrelated job is one I heard of from one of my committee members via one of my classmates. Apparently all (?) congressmen and senators have "science advisors" - PhD-level scientists whose job it is to be up to speed on relevant science/policy issues in order to advise (duh) politicians how to vote. This is something that I think could be really fascinating to do for a couple of years. Politics have become more interesting (and aggravating) as I pay more attention to what's actually going on. It could be a blast to live in DC for a couple of years and learn about all sorts of different Science. I could also see becoming really disenchanted, but that's why I think I'd only do something like this short-term.

During a recent "what do you want to do with yourself" conversation with my advisor, she asked me (with the faintest hint of exasperation), "What do you have against teaching??!" Nothing actually! I really, really enjoyed TAing in undergrad. There's something incredibly awesome about the moment you see a concept click for somebody. I swear, you can see it in the student's face, and it's just so cool to witness that and know that you had some (small) part in making that happen. The thing is, I don't want to teach, and run a research program, and do all the miscellaneous other B.S. that comes with being a professor at a research university. I'd really rather teach or do research. NOT both. There are lecturer (or adjunct, depending on the university's current needs) positions, but the pay and job security are mediocre at best as they are non-tenure track positions. A teaching position at a community college would be more stable, but they seem to pay absolute crap. It would be one thing if I had a family and wanted something fairly "low" time-commitment for that reason, but that's certainly not my situation. With a PhD I'd be "over-qualified" to teach at all but the most elite of high schools. Teaching at a small and/or teaching-focused college would be a possibility. However if that's what I want to do I'd need to realize/decide that soonish, and take appropriate steps to actually be qualified to do that - i.e. ask for a teaching assignment (I haven't TA'd at all in grad school as I've been on fellowship the entire time) and possibly take a teaching "post-doc." A variation on this that could really be quite fun would to be a lab coordinator (preferably for upper division labs that use more instrumentation). Many large universities will have lab coordinators for gen chem, organic, and "upper division" (usually analytical and physical chemistry) labs, who oversee and train TAs, manage/maintain/troubleshoot instrumentation, and do a bit of more "traditional" teaching. (I've also considered the possibility of teaching high school full or part time after a career in industry. One of my favorite teachers in high school retired after 30+ years as an engineer, decided retirement was boring, and came to teach math and science at my small, all-girls, Catholic high school. Needless to say he had NO idea what he was getting himself into, but we had fun with him and he was a good teacher.)

One last job option that I'll only mention briefly because I'm pretty sure I don't want to do it (even if it does sound interesting) is to work for a scientific journal. Not as an editor - all the editors (that I know of anyways) are big name professors in their own right, separate from/prior to being an editor. My advisor was recently visited by a PhD chemist who works for an analytical journal essentially as a scout and blogger. She attends conferences, reads, and travels in search of cool science for the journal to feature in print and/or in her blog (through the journal, not a personal science blog). I really don't think I enjoy writing nearly enough to do something like this, but it's a neat, off-the-beaten-track option, and I'm sure there are others like this that I wish I knew existed.

I've rambled long enough. I'll write another post later about post-doc-ing and what I think my currently most-appealing career/job option is.

Monday, November 15, 2010

Seriously Netflix?

The other day I logged into Netflix to see the following suggestions:


While I wouldn't have thought to verbalize it myself, yes, I do indeed enjoy "dramas featuring a strong female lead." However, their suggestions for such films...ouch. While Anna & The King is the only one of those four that I've actually seen, I think it's safe to say it's also the only one that could be considered to have a "strong female lead." Somehow Sorority Girls, or a teenage melodrama with Hilary Duff, or a film where the cover shot is a face-less girl taking her clothes off, strike me as less than stellar examples of a "strong female lead." I'm really not sure what else to say besides FAIL Netflix. I'm embarrassed for you.

Saturday, November 13, 2010

Who does Facebook think I am?

I'd been under the impression that the ads that appeared on your Facebook page were somehow selected from your content. For example, my engaged friends get alllllll sorts of ads for various wedding-related services that stop once their status changes to "married." I've been noticing more and more lately that the ads I get on Facebook are weird.

I'm not sure where Facebook came up with this, but apparently it thinks I have children:

Facebook also seems to be suggesting that a PhD in chemistry isn't enough and I need to further my education:



And my personal favorite:
Facebook must think I either LOVE poptarts, or that I could be convinced to love them. I'll admit there was a time (middle school-ish) when I thought pop-tarts were pretty great, but now I mostly think they're pretty gross. But seriously, I think I see a poptart ad every.single.time. I log into Facebook.


And finally, Facebook also seems to think I'm fat. Maybe it's from all the poptarts...


Thanks, Facebook. Thanks.

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Grown Up?

Today is my 26th birthday. There was a time (not really terribly long ago either) when I thought a 26-year-old was an adult. My parents got married at 24, and had me at 27. And considering I've always thought of them as adults with their $h!t mostly together, and now I'm around the same age, so I feel like I somehow should feel like a responsible adult who knows what she's doing. However, I most certainly don't feel like a "grown up." Which begs the question, when exactly, does one feel like a grown up?

It most definitely wasn't upon turning 18, or graduating from high school. It wasn't after the last time I lived with my parents (the summer after freshman year of college). It wasn't even when I graduated from college and started supporting myself.

At this point I feel a little more "grown up." I pay all my own bills (ok, not my cell phone, but we're all on a family plan together since it's cheaper), I decide where I'm living. I travel without always telling my parents or always checking in when I arrive at a destination (or back home). (I still tell them about the big trips overseas, but really because I'm too excited not to!) I change flat tires and set (although not empty!!) mouse traps on my own. Heck I can even rent a car now without paying an arm and a leg (just an arm).

Even though I've been on my own for a few years now, there are still semi-regular phone calls home to ask questions about things I haven't done before. Like when I transferred my car from my grandpa's name to mine. Or bought car insurance for the first time. Or temporary health insurance when I got booted from Dad's company benefits but couldn't enroll in student health insurance until the new semester. Or when I hosted Easter for the first time and had to figure out how much ham to get for 14 people. While it's exciting (and sometimes a bit scary) to be figuring out how to do stuff on my own, those phone calls home don't exactly further the "I feel like an adult now" feeling.

So when do you feel like an adult? When my life stops revolving around semesters? Somehow I don't think finishing my PhD is going to be the mysterious switch that does it. Is it when I get my first "real" job? When I have benefits and retirement savings? Or when I buy a house? Get married? Or have a baby? When my hair turns gray? When I hit menopause? Or when I have to take care of my parent(s)? Do you ever feel like an adult?

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Dia de los Muertos

Since Tucson is only about 70 miles from Mexico and has a large Mexican population, Day of the Dead is a huge event in Tucson. The Sunday following the actual day (November 2nd, same as the Catholic Feast of All Souls) there is a procession during which people dress up and walk through the streets.

Tucson has an interesting mixture of people, making Dia de los Muertos an interesting mixture of remembrance of those who have died (the traditional meaning of the holiday) and political statements. There are a number of very traditional, conservative Mexican families and military families (there's an air force base in town), and then a bunch of liberal hippies. There was definitely evidence of all of it.















Monday, November 8, 2010

Submitted!!

That damn paper is finally off my desk! Let's hope the reviewers are kind!

Sunday, November 7, 2010

CSA & Cupcakes

As I was going to write up the cupcakes E and I made Friday night, it occurred to me that I hadn't posted a CSA update in a while. Unfortunately this didn't occur to me when we were cooking, so I have no photos.

We're approaching the end of the fall session, and normally we'd be knee deep in greens by now (kale, chard, turnip & beet greens, arugula, mizuna...), and making lots of soups and risottos to try to hide them in. :) Although we're actually making considerable progress embracing the greens and figuring out other (still tasty) things to do with them. Greens season has actually (thankfully) been off to a rather slow start - we had a really nasty hailstorm several weeks ago that really did a lot of damage.

Last week we got spaghetti squash, sweet potatoes, arugula, salad greens, fresh green chilies, green bell pepper, and basil. In the backlog of CSA stuff we had some more sweet potatoes, red potatoes, roasted green chilies, and onions.

Friday night we made this corn chowder, with about 20 times the quantity of green chilies it calls for. We managed to use up an onion, all our potatoes, all the roasted chilies, and a couple of fresh ones. All the sweet potatoes went into this side dish. I'll definitely make it again - it's delicious and super easy. And finally we made a spaghetti squash dish with bell pepper, onion, cherry tomatoes, and basil.

Salad greens went made a couple of salads, along with one of my bell peppers, and the arugula went into a "quesadilla" with onion, swiss cheese, and balsamic vinegar. That leaves me with only onions and green chilies in the backlog! I win, CSA, I win.

Anyways, about the cupcakes I originally intended to share. Raspberry vodka cupcakes. Utterly delicious. The frosting on its own was kind of strange, not bad, but definitely different. It's quite possibly the first frosting that I wouldn't be willing to eat with a spoon. But when paired with the cake and the raspberry mush on top, the whole thing works together brilliantly.


The cupcakes were so pretty that I had to break out the pretty plates. So when E asked if we could have tea, of course the pretty matching tea cups and saucers had to come out too...

Thursday, November 4, 2010

Acid on Base, 2-6

We won again tonight! That's 2 wins in a row! Woohoo!

Monday, November 1, 2010

Things to do with my sister when she visits - HINT, HINT

  • Hiking. She wants to climb a mountain. She's always jealous when I tell her I've been hiking.
  • Eegee. Obviously.
  • Real Mexican food. One of very few meals she can make is tacos. When Dad and I went out for Mexican the last time he was here, he had tacos, and her mind was blown.
  • Cook all sorts of "weird" food that we never ate/eat at home. Someday I WILL convince her that all the foods Dad swears are "evil" really aren't. Squash. Beans. Sweet potatoes.
  • Laugh at all the inappropriately dressed undergrads at U of A. This obviously works better when it's hot out.
  • Drive over Gates Pass
  • Mexico? (Right, only if I want my parents to kill me. Assuming the Mexican mafia doesn't get me first.)
  • Pool time. I might be in jeans and a sweater, but no matter what time of year it is, she'll probably think it's warm enough.
  • $1 movie theater!
  • Bookmans
  • Biosphere. She really likes biology. And the bio-dome is fascinating. While we're at it I should make her watch the movie BioDome.
  • Leave her at my desk and see how many people think she's me for at least a split second
  • Send her to the rec center with my catcard
  • Meet Me at Maynards run
  • Watch Rocky Horror Picture Show - at some point growing up, maybe towards the beginning of college, I was at home watching RHPS, and I made the "mistake" of not kicking her out of the room. Well, she made some comment to Dad about it and I got in trouble (even though she was already familiar with ALL the music because he listens to it in the car!). However, she is plenty old enough to watch it now, and therefore should be fully exposed to its glory.